Sally5050

If you read between the lines in my stories you will learn a lot about me. A lot of the school activities really happened - twirling my kilt to show my frilly panties was a favourite - even under my Black Watch army kilt during Cadet Training - quite a soldier!!! I would probably have offered myself to any enemy soldier passing!!

I started to lose my hair early and so urgently managed to persuade a surgeon who had been treating my bladder cancer and an enlarged prostate problem to castrate me as a cancer deterent. He also prescribed lifetime estrogen and another prostate smart drug which prevents the adrenal gland producing testosterone - I have been taking these for about 20 years now. Naturally I have also taken all the other feminisation products I could lay my hands on including progesterone which helps with lactation, You have no idea how wonderful it is to have a baby feed from my D-cup boobs during my baby minding sessions.

Sadly though I managed to stop my loss of hair but still have to wear a wig which is an absolute pain.When I was able I have always dressed as a female but having been in the military and later on airlines I have not come out at work. I have to bind my boobs at work. Occasionally I have arrived on the flight deck forgetting to remove my makeup so I think most know I am living as a woman and if I have a female first officer they can be very sweet and supportive.

I think I am lucky to be living without those nasty male bits I just wish I was a child today with all the internet knowledge. I have no doubt that I would have lived my life as a woman and started in my teens, or earlier if I had the money, on Anti-androgens and Estrogen.It is just so so important to stop this puberty thing - it is pleasing to see that some parents in the USA have taken this on board and are acting on the child's wishes not their own. Just look at that series on Caitlyn Jenner - she might look like a woman but she is about as male as you can get. Plastic surgery can change the look but not the person.