Submissive-sissy

For years I was allowed to watch while on a leash and enjoyed the humiliation as my wife did everything with well endowed - preferably black - men that I was denied. Now I want to be the slut of men and be used for pleasure. To keep myself aware that i'm still nothing but a submissive white loser boy I wear almost daily and especially at night a chastity and allowing myself only a ruined orgasm while in chastity and using an electrical tootbrush.