Becoming a submissive sissy
I thought I would start chronicling some of my activities. I was keeping a blog on the site, sissysocial.net, but it looks like that site has gone away (along with a lot of my pictures.) I have to say that I am not a fan of xhamster so far. They have not been very good with loading my posts. In any event, let's see what happens as I try to chronicle my adventures.
About five years ago, I watched my first sissy hypno video and things changed from that point on. While I still watched other types of porn (straight, milf, gay, trans, crossdresser, etc.) I was always drawn back to sissy hypno. It scratched an itch that I didn't know I had. I was fascinated with the idea of being put into the place of the female. I had never thought about that previously. The idea of being a submissive and servicing my partner was incredibly erotic. From that point on, my sex life with my wife dwindled to zero as I began to think about being a submissive sissy.
Soon, I started buying all sorts of toys. Dildos, vibrators, butt plugs. You name it, I bought it. While I really enjoyed anal play, the prep/hygiene made it a challenge and I gravitated to learning how to suck a cock by practicing on various dildos. Over time, I got pretty good. I eventually was able to deepthroat an 11" dong. In addition, as I continued to watch sissy hypno videos, I was able to be comfortable sucking on a phallus for long periods of time before I would succumb to the desire to jerk off. This went on for a couple of years until I was no longer satisfied with the illusion of sucking a cock. I really wanted to suck on a real one. I wanted to know what it felt like to be a really sissy. A real submissive whore. I didn't know where this would take me and I wasn't sure that I wanted to go there. Unfortunately, I was not able to control my desires and I decided to descend deeper into the depths of my depravity.
If you are interested in what happened to me, please read my stories and let me know what you think.
About five years ago, I watched my first sissy hypno video and things changed from that point on. While I still watched other types of porn (straight, milf, gay, trans, crossdresser, etc.) I was always drawn back to sissy hypno. It scratched an itch that I didn't know I had. I was fascinated with the idea of being put into the place of the female. I had never thought about that previously. The idea of being a submissive and servicing my partner was incredibly erotic. From that point on, my sex life with my wife dwindled to zero as I began to think about being a submissive sissy.
Soon, I started buying all sorts of toys. Dildos, vibrators, butt plugs. You name it, I bought it. While I really enjoyed anal play, the prep/hygiene made it a challenge and I gravitated to learning how to suck a cock by practicing on various dildos. Over time, I got pretty good. I eventually was able to deepthroat an 11" dong. In addition, as I continued to watch sissy hypno videos, I was able to be comfortable sucking on a phallus for long periods of time before I would succumb to the desire to jerk off. This went on for a couple of years until I was no longer satisfied with the illusion of sucking a cock. I really wanted to suck on a real one. I wanted to know what it felt like to be a really sissy. A real submissive whore. I didn't know where this would take me and I wasn't sure that I wanted to go there. Unfortunately, I was not able to control my desires and I decided to descend deeper into the depths of my depravity.
If you are interested in what happened to me, please read my stories and let me know what you think.
6 years ago
