My first experience with my cousin! (True)

I have uploaded 3 stories to xham so far, two of which have been i****t stories. However sadly, the i****t stories have only been from my dirty mind, neither have been my actual experiences, although I know a lot of people have thought the story involving “Em” and her uncle was my experiences, unfortunately not (sorry if that disappoints). So, as i****t is my favourite theme, I’m going to continue with that for my newest story, however this time it’s still coming from my mind, but instead of my imagination it’s coming from memory. This is the true story of how I became sexually involved with my cousin.
I hope you all enjoy my story, leave me comments, both praise and criticisms are welcome, or even suggestions for other stories you’d like to see? I love writing and especially writing stories that get my juices flowing! So enjoy!

My cousin and I have always had a really close relationship. He’s only 5 weeks older than me, so really from birth we’ve been close. Our mum’s are sisters so I’ve always seen a lot of him and had him as a big part of my life.
When we were younger, about 10/11, our minds were starting to grow and develop. We both had questions and curiosities involving sex and the opposite sex. Around this age we used to discuss certain things we’d heard on the playground about sex and what not, sharing stories that thinking back to now, were complete nonsense but at the time, they were so interesting.
We were both very open with each other; we’d sit in the bathroom together while the other went to the toilet or had a shower, so we were very aware of what each other looked like naked, from a ********** age. One day when we were younger, I was so curious that I asked could I touch him, down there. He was quick to agree, as long as I returned the favour. He pulled down his trousers and I poked his little willy reluctantly, laughing like the *********** I was. When I had finished examining I let him do the same. Our relationship continued like this for a while as c***dren, but when we got a bit older, and realised that touching your cousin like that was wrong, it stopped. Our relationship always stayed close though. We told each other everything, we were constantly texting each other, there was nothing we didn’t tell each other. He’s a very good looking guy, so he always has got a lot of female attention, and has always had a lot of girlfriend’s, which he’d always discuss with me and get my advice on. I was the same; I’d come to him for advice about boyfriends and tell him all about my friends and everything that was going on with me. We’d often go out together; we were more like best friends than family.
One night I’d just got into bed, when I got a text. I checked my phone to see that it was from him, we began texting back and forth as we did most nights, talking about our days and what we had planned for tomorrow. After a while of chatting the texting stopped for a while, I presumed he must have fallen asleep or something, and put my phone down. After a further 10 minutes or so I heard my phone go off again. The text read “I was thinking today, do you remember when we were k**s and we used to mess about with each other?” At first I didn’t really get what he meant, so replied “what do you mean ‘mess about’?” I tried to think to what he could have meant, I thought he was talking about when we’d play together, as k**s do, I realised I was wrong when I got his reply, “I mean when we were curious, we ‘messed about’ with each other...down there LOL” at this I couldn’t help but burst out laughing, I’d never expected this to get brought up, and I’d always thought that if it did, it’d be incredibly awkward, but to my surprise it wasn’t, it made me laugh and I was sure he was laughing about it too, I replied “Oh gosh! Of course I remember that LOL, I can’t even believe we did things like that, but we were young we didn’t realise it was wrong”, to this I got a “LOL” in reply and a quick change of the subject, as he started asking me about the upcoming weekend when my mum and his went to my Nan’s, and often we’d go with them to catch up with family. We agreed that we’d both go that weekend as it’d been a few weeks since we’d seen each other.
The conversation ended as normal that night with me deciding to go to sleep, wishing him goodnight and telling him I’d see him at the weekend. Everything was normal, the way we’d always been, nothing could warn me for how things were going to change.
The weekend came and I went with my mum to my Nan’s. When I got there we all sat around for a while, a few of my aunts and uncles were there with their young c***dren, my cousin and I are the eldest of the grandc***dren. After a while we decided to escape the lounge and the “oldies” to go off to the back room where we’d often go when we got bored of the old people’s conversations. There was a TV and couches in there for us to chill out.
We sat and talked and watched some TV for a while. After some chatting, the conversation turned to our texting a few nights before. I decided to bring up what he had said as I found it so funny.
“I can’t believe you brought that up the other night!” I said jokingly.
“Brought what up?” He asked, looking quite confused.
“About what we used to do!” I replied, through laughing. He laughed back with me, putting his head in his hands.
“I know, I was just thinking about it that day, and I thought, ‘I have to bring this up!’ I knew you’d find it funny as well!” He said.
“I did find it funny as hell!” I replied, “I’m just glad it didn’t make anything awkward!”
“No not awkward at all!” He reassured me, “I can’t even remember when all that stopped, or why” he said. I laughed, the memories coming back to me even more.
“We just got older and obviously thought it was wrong to be doing that as we’re cousins!” I said, trying to stop laughing to sound more serious.
“Yeah I guess so” he said laughing back at me, “Well, at least I can say I’ve seen AND touched your pussy” he said, winking at me and laughing even more.
I suppose this should have turned the mood awkward, but I just found it hilarious.
“Yeah I suppose you can” I said through fits of laughter “and I can say I’ve touched your cock!” I said.
We both sat and laughed together for a while, before he said “Well, even though I’ve seen and touched your pussy, I’m still not as lucky as other lads” he said, smiling at me. I felt confusing, not knowing what he meant, but didn’t say anything, just looked at him with a confused expression.
“Well, others have got to see and feel them big tits! They weren’t there when I had my chance” he said, pointing to my chest.
I gasped and laughed at him putting my hands on my boobs, “they’re mine to touch, nobody else!” I said. We continued to laugh together and the conversation continued like this. We kept it jokey all day and had a good laugh together. Later on his mum came in and told him she was going and if he wanted a lift back he’d have to leave now too. She left the room and he stood up, I stood up with him to say goodbye, he gave me a hug as always, but this time he squeezed me right into him and began laughing, “Yep, they definitely weren’t there before, it never felt like that when I gave you one of them hugs” he said. I laughed at him and gently pushed him.
He left and shortly after that my mum and I did the same.
That night we began texting as we did most other nights. It didn’t take long for our conversation to turn the way it had during the day. We began joking as we had, until he said “I think I should be as privileged as other lads” I stared at the text for a while, not really knowing how to reply, the way we were talking felt quite flirty, but I liked it. The thought of i****t had always been a turn on for me, with porn and other things, was I really going to get to live it out myself? I wondered.
“What do you mean?” I replied. I found myself beginning to become eager for his replies, this had never happened before. The thought that I was going to get my own shot at the kind of thing that turned me on the most was so exciting. But the more I thought about it, the more I told myself I was being stupid, and that it would never happen. My thinking was interrupted by the sound of my phone receiving another text.
“Well, I should be privileged enough to see them big tits, I was the first to see and touch your pussy, I should get to see them too! ;)” reading this I began to smile, he really was flirting with me, or was this just his way of joking with me?
“Well maybe one day you’ll get to ;)” I replied. As I sent this reply I felt my stomach churn. Was I taking it too far now?
He took his time replying to this one, which worried me; I didn’t want to have taken it the wrong way if he was still joking, but my panic was over when I received his next message.
“I may have to hold you to that babe, and to be honest I’m hoping you’re not still joking, it wouldn’t be fair to get me this excited ;)” he said. It appeared we’d both gone past the jokey side of this.
This was all strange to me. Although the thought of this kind of thing had always been a huge turn on for me, I would never have expected it to happen to me, and I’d never really thought out how I’d act if it ever did. I knew deep down that it was wrong, he was family and if any other family found out about it, we’d probably never even be allowed to see each other again. But a huge part of me just didn’t care. I’d always know how attractive he was, I saw how many girls he got, I knew he was a gorgeous guy, but I’d never seen it properly, not like a proper attraction, but now that this was starting to happen, I saw him in a different light, and I was sure he was beginning to do the same.
We continued to flirt with each other through text long into the night. We were both students so little part time jobs while we studied were needed, so he arranged to come and meet me after I finished work the next day.
The next day work seemed to go so slowly. I was strangely very excited to see him and knowing that he was going to be there to meet me when I finished was making my day drag along. Finally 5pm came and my shift was over, I left work and like he promised he was waiting outside for me in his car. I walked over and got into the car to find him smiling widely at me, before I could even say hello he said “I’ve spoke to my mum and you’re staying at mine tonight”, I looked at him and laughed “Oh am I? And do I get a say in this?” I asked through laughing. “Well you know you’re not going to say no” he said jokingly, winking at me. I laughed back with him as he began to drive. The main part that I enjoyed about what was going on between us was that it never seemed to get awkward. We got on so well, it wasn’t like the beginning of a new relationship with someone new where we have to get to know each other, we knew each other well and we got on better than ever, but there was still the excitement of something new starting.
He drove me back to my house to tell my mum I was staying at his and to get changed and get some things to take with me. He came in with me and sat chatting with my mum while I went upstairs to my bedroom to get changed. I went over to my underwear draw and started rummaging around for something to change into, I began thinking, do I change into something sexy? Am I taking this too far? Thinking too much into it? I still didn’t know how to act. I came to the conclusion that even if nothing did happen, it wouldn’t matter if I was wearing sexy underwear because nobody would know the difference, so I picked out my nicest lacy black thong, with matching bra, which was one of my favourites as it had the best support and did really well to show off my tits. I changed and threw some things into a bag and skipped back downstairs to meet him. He smiled as I walked into the room.
“You ready to go then?” He asked.
“Yep, let’s go” I replied. “I’ll see you tomorrow mum” I said, walking over to hug her.
We left and went back to his car and he drove us back to his place. He has a younger brother, my younger cousin who was staying out that night at one of his friends from school. My aunt and uncle kept themselves to themselves and often go to bed very early as they’re health freaks and love to go for long runs/walks very early in the morning, so that night we were basically alone the whole time. We ordered pizza and sat chatting and laughing just as we always did, everything was the same except there was a different energy with us the whole time, and I knew it wasn’t just me that could feel it. Before that night the only thing that could be felt between us was a friendly, family feeling, but that night it was different, it changed.
At around 9pm his parents were already in bed, and we were sat in the living room watching some TV. He decided to put on a scary film, it was one I’d never seen before, I’ve never been good with those kinds of films. He came back and sat next to me after putting on the DVD, I made sure I had a cushion from the couch ready to hide behind. He looked at me trying to hide behind the cushion and laughed at me. “Don’t worry, I’m here if you get scared” He said laughing at me. I laughed back and moved a bit closer to him. “I hate these films!” I told him “I’m terrified of things like this!” He just laughed at me and put his arm around me. I looked down at his hand dr****g over my shoulder and smiled to myself. I felt so comfortable with him, it didn’t feel weird at all, and I liked it. I snuggled in closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. We watched the whole film, with me jumping the whole way through at the slightest thing, him laughing loudly at me every time I did. When the film finished he moved his arm from around me and stood up and walked to the kitchen. When he got up I lay myself down on the leather couch, getting comfortable, I wasn’t looking forward to him coming back in and ruining my comfy position by getting me to move to take back his spot. I heard his footsteps coming back and turned my head to watch the door for him walking back in, as he came into the door he turned and looked at me and laughed. “I hope you’re not too comfortable you cheeky thing, you can move and give me my spot back!” he said. I just laughed at him and gave him the middle finger jokingly. He laughed at me and walked closer to me, placing two drinks down on the table. “If you don’t move, I swear I’ll have to make you” he said. “Well I suppose you’re going to have to make me then aren’t you, cos I’m not moving anywhere!” I told him. The flirty nature of how we were talking was exciting me, and I couldn’t help but grin to myself. We continued laughing together as he walked over to me and grabbed my sides, tickling me violently, as I screamed, kicked and slapped at him to get him to stop. He knew how much I hate being tickled, but it didn’t stop him. I laughed until I could barely breathe, begging him to stop. He laughed back at me, eventually stopping and leaning his face in closer to mine, “Now you see little lady, that’s what’s going to happen if you don’t do as you’re told” he warned, laughing slightly. I smiled back with his face very close to mine now, he stayed there for a moment, when without thinking I very quickly pushed my head up from the couch and pressed my lips to his. I waited for his response, expecting him to reject it and pull away, but he didn’t, he kissed me back, before pulling away and looking into my eyes. Neither of us said anything, just looked at each other, it felt like forever but it must have only been about 30 seconds. The way he looked into my eyes was something I’d never seen before, and then he pushed his head closer to mine again and began to kiss me passionately. I didn’t hesitate, I kissed him back, slipping my tongue slowly into his mouth, and he did the same. After a while of very passionate kissing I felt his hands slide under my body and he lifted me up, I helped, picking my body up off the couch. He picked me up and sat himself down on the couch, sitting me on his lap. We continued kissing as I wrapped my arms around his neck. So many thoughts were running through my head, it was like everything that I fantasized about, everything I loved watching and reading about was happening to me. All the things I’d read about, people had felt so wrong by doing what they did, but to me this didn’t feel wrong at all, it felt so right. He pulled away from kissing my lips and began kissing down my neck. I tilted my head back and exposed my neck to him as he kissed and licked down it. I felt my body tingle as I got goosebumps. I could feel myself tingling as he touched me; I could feel my pussy becoming moist. He began to slip his hands up the back of my top, rubbing his hands up my back, as he did this he lifted his mouth up to my ear, “Am I going to become privileged now?” he whispered. I knew exactly what he meant, he thought guys that got to see my tits were privileged, and he wanted to be one of them. I smiled, and nodded slowly. He slid my stop over my head and threw it to the side, as he stared at my chest; I was now feeling so happy that I’d decided to change into my sexy underwear. “You’re so beautiful” he whispered to me. As he said it I felt butterflies in my stomach, I knew he had such a wide choice of girls that he could have, but here I was with him, it was me he was kissing, it was be he was calling beautiful. I smiled at him shyly and whispered back “thank you” as I kissed him gently. He put his hands on my sides, and rubbed them up and down, before rubbing them slowly round my back to the back of my bra, “May I?” he asked, he was so polite, I’d never had someone be like this with me, other guys would go straight into it, with no consideration of how I felt, he was so different. I could feel my juices flowing as I knew he was going to see my tits, it made me feel so good. I nodded at him, and felt him undo my bra slowly, sliding it off me gently. He put it to the side of us and looked at my chest. I reached down and took one of his hands, slowly bringing it up to one of my tits, pressing his hand onto it. As I did this he leaned in and kissed me, sliding his tongue into my mouth, I gently nibbled on his bottom lip as I felt his hand gently massage my breast. He pulled away from kissing me and brought his hand away from my chest, lifting it up to my face. He gently placed his index finger on my cheek and slowly rubbed it up and down. He looked at me so lovingly; I’d never seen him look at me like that before.
“I mean it Hannah, you’re so beautiful” he told me. I could feel butterflies going crazy in my stomach, he made me feel so good, and it just made me want him even more. I smiled softly at him, leaning in to kiss his cheek, before I stood up in front of him. I turned to face away from him, so my back was to him, I was feeling brave now. He made me feel so good and I wanted to do the same for him. I didn’t want any other guy to have me like this, I wanted him to have it, I wanted him to see it all, he deserved it. I began to undo my jeans, and slowly pulled them down, bending over as I did, revealing my little arse to him. I pulled off my jeans, and bent over fully in front of him, letting him get a full on view of my arse. I brought my hands back up to my thong; I played with the top of it, trying to tease him as I heard him whisper “wow”. This made me want to carry on even more; I slowly began to pull off my thong until it was around my ankles, before I kicked it off. I slowly stood up and turned around for him to get a full view of my naked body. He looked at me in awe and I loved it. He smiled as he looked me up and down, and I smiled back, loving that he was enjoying it. I wanted to please him so much. I got down onto my knees and placed my hands on his legs, rubbing my hands up them. I got to the top and undid his fly. I looked up at him to make sure I wasn’t going too far, he smiled down at me and brought his head down to kiss my lips before sitting back up to let me continue. I undid the top button of his jeans and slid my hand inside to find his already rock hard cock. I pulled it out and stared at it, smiling. It was huge, bigger than I’d ever had, and honestly, quite unexpected. I’d never thought about the size of his cock before, it never occurred to me that it could be so big. Before that night he was just my cousin, and friend, but now I was on my knees with his huge cock in my hand. I smiled at him and brought my hand to my mouth, and licked up it. He looked down at me, biting on his bottom lip, waiting patiently for me to pleasure him.
I brought my hand back to his cock and wrapped it around it, slowly beginning to massage it. I watched his face, he loved it. He closed his eyes and put his head back, letting out quiet groans as I began to play faster. I brought his cock to my lips and slowly inserted the head into my mouth, using my tongue to play with it as my hand continued massaging up and down. The groans continued from him and got progressively louder. I slipped more of his cock into my mouth, wrapping my lips tightly around it. I pushed my head down further, trying to take as much of it into my mouth as I could, almost chocking on his huge cock. I brought my other hand and rubbed it up his leg, to his balls. I took them into my hand and began massaging them as I moved my head up and down faster, sucking his cock so deep. I heard him groan louder as I used one hand on his balls and one on his cock, as well as my mouth, trying to pleasure him as much as I could, until I heard him say “Hannah I want you now, come here” at this I took my mouth from his cock and smiled at him, giving him one last rub with my hand. He grabbed my arms and pulled me closer to him, kissing me slowly.
He stood up and slipped his clothes off, before grabbing me and picking me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist and let him carry me over to the wall. He held me up against the wall, I had my arms around his neck and my legs still wrapped around him, as he reached down and took his cock into his hand. I felt him bring it up to my pussy; he began rubbing it slowly up and down my cunt, paying special attention to my clit. It slid so easily up and down my already soaking wet pussy.
“Give it to me please” I whispered to him. He smiled at me and I felt him find my tight hole, with his huge cock. He slowly slid the head of his cock into my little hole, as he did I moaned, which probed him on to push himself further into me, getting his cock soaked in my pussy juices. He pushed it as far in as he could and began thrusting himself in and out of me as he kissed me passionately. I kissed him back through my moans, the whole time my head was going wild with thoughts which just turned me on so much more, it was actually happening to me. I felt him thrust harder into me, I could hear his balls slapping on my soaked cunt. I moaned so loud, I didn’t care who could hear me, it didn’t bother me, and it clearly didn’t bother him as my moans made him fuck me harder.
He grabbed the backs of my legs and carried me over to the couch, sitting himself down. When he did I slid myself back down onto his cock, letting out a moan as I felt him enter me again. I began bouncing up and down on his cock, he began to groan as he got deeper into my pussy, my arse slapping against his legs as I took all of his cock deep into my tight little hole. I moaned loud, begging for it harder, I didn’t want it to stop, it was the hottest experience I’d ever had. I picked me up again and lay me down onto the floor where he lay on top of me. He pumped his cock in and out of my pussy so hard; as I reached my hand down to rub on my clit.
Suddenly he warned “baby I’m going to cum, where do you want it?”
I brought my hands up to my tits and began rubbing them, “here baby” I told him.
He pumped his cock in and out of me a final few times, before pulling out and standing over me as I still lay on the floor. He sprayed his cum all over my tits; I sat up after and put his cock into my mouth, sucking off what was left on his cock, craving a taste of him sweet cum.
After I finished, he took my hand, we grabbed our clothes and ran upstairs together. That night we slept naked together for the first time in each other’s arms. It was like nothing that I’d ever experienced before. It was special and amazing, and never ever awkward.
This continued with my cousin for a while. At the moment he has a girlfriend, but occasionally we do still have these experiences, nobody has ever known but me and him. It’s not as often as it used to be, however we are still as close as we always were, if not closer. We’ve often even had phone sex, and we still do these things to this day. My relationship with my cousin has always been special and I can’t ever see us not being this close. Nobody knows about what we have experienced together, which is another reason I wouldn’t say his name on here. This is the first time I am telling anybody of my story, but it feels good to be getting it out.

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