Starting to think im a sissy

i have a girlfriend ever since but i also have a male friend who uses me for sex. i will tell you another time how it all started i never saw it coming but now he is my daddy and uses me how he likes. from time to time usally once every two month he writes me if im home alone and if he can come over..i konw every time what will happen and we easily met 25 times but somehow im still nervous.

last time we met he told me to gave him my hands i did as i was told but i didnt know what he was up to. he the took his belt and tied my hands the he pushed me back on the bed pulled his pants down kneed abov me and face fucked me he put his amazingly big cock so deep in my mouth i gaged on it each time he pulled back a liitle he just pushed it in deeper the next moment .the he turn me arround so i was on my knees in front of him he pulled down my pants and mooved closer i felt his cock touching my hole. iwas paralyzed he didnt even use lube he just grabbed my hips and entert my ass with force. first it hurt but as he sttarted to fuck me hard and fast there was just pleasure i moaned and screamed because it was so good i didnt even care aout myneighbours hearing me . after fucking me doggytylei he turned me arroud again i placed me feet on his shoulder and he just all his weight to pound me as hard and deep as he could then i couldnt stop myself.i just came from his cock fucking my ass i blew my load all over my stomach and even a biit in my face. the he pulled his dick out he said open your mouth i did as told and he made me suck it. he tasted amazing coming right out of my ass . the he came in my mouth and i swallowed every last drop. he dressed again an just left as he does every time.

i always thought about myself as a straight men but after our last encounter i tought for the first time that i might have to reconsider. i only jerk to sissy porn anymore and i fantazise about dressing up like a girl and beeig fucked by one big cock after another all lined up pumping their cum inside of me