Missed opportunity

many years ago I visited a adult movie house, as soon as I got seated a man came and sat in the seat next to me
he took out his cock and started jerking off, I had never been that close to another cock before and I got so aroused
that I started playing with my cock, all the while I could not keep my eyes away from that huge cock next to me.
I wanted so much to reach over play with his cock but I was so scared that I did not do it and I'm still upset with myself
because I never got that opportunity again.....true story