I Wish I Could, I Wish I Might
It truly sucks being a black woman in such a small-minded, redneck town in West Central Georgia.
White men here want nothing to do with me mainly because I'm "not light-skinned enough", "too tall", "too fat", "too intimidating" and I know someone, somewhere has called me "ugly" before.
I also know that those are not the issues as to why I can't find a level-headed guy to have an ongoing physical relationship with.
I think that I may be too smart.
I think that I may be too fine.
I think that I may be too comfortable with my sexuality.
I think that I may be too much to handle.
And I think that it may be a scary thing to these ignorant white men here to meet a fine black woman who isn't the stereotype that's painted in today's society.
One day, I'll have my way and I'll be able to roll fat spliffs of Orange Krush while "whoever" enjoys his view and grabs my ass - politicking over how corrupt our governmental system is and how leaders worldwide are systematically performing global genocide against the masses; self-awareness in the form of knowing ones aura and the energy of the environment one is placed in; obscure music choices and favorite video games of the moment.
Since that won't be happening any time soon - I'll prepare myself for a nice healthy bowl of marijuana; a few hours of questing in Skyrim and some perverted thoughts of what I'd love to do with big white cock in my life.