Another humiliating day
I assumed I'd gotten it out of my system. I had not. Having ED that even Viagra doesn't help has had me frustrated, which led me to contact (read: BEG!) the woman I'd gone to see months back, to let me come again. She said "But you DON'T cum, do you?" I said I did, but only when she ruined my orgasms, as she did the last time. That made her laugh. She asked me, "Do you really need me to prove that you're not a man anymore?" and said that if I did, she should charge me for the time. I agreed, reluctantly.
I drove to her house again. I admit, I'd forgotten exactly how to get there, which led to her humiliating me even more, so that by the time I got there, I sat in my car for a while, debating if I was ready for more of that. She knew I was out there, but didn't bring it up until I was stripped naked, crawling on the floor after her as she walked around. She called me pathetic; called me a sick loser, then used a piece of cord to whip my butt fiercely until I was crying. At that point, she said, I had earned the right to lick her ass.
She's not a small woman; certainly not as physically attractive as some of the women & girls I've known. But she reminded me that I was of no use to them, so I got what was left. As she lay on her back & I thrust my tongue into her asshole, she said, "Look at you. I'm fat and my ass smells, and yet you haven't made any attempt to lick my pussy, or do anything a real man would do!" I asked if I could lick her pussy & she said "NO! You're an ass slut & that's all you are." I told her I wanted to leave & she laughed.
"No you don't," she said. "Besides, where are your clothes?" At that point I got up & began to search for my clothes, but she'd hidden them. I asked for them back. She said "Not until I'm ready, and now I have to pee." This was one of my limits, I'd told her. I was frantic; she could do virtually anything to me, I knew, and I would have no choice. She told me she wanted me to watch her pee, and then I could 'reevaluate' whether I wanted her to piss on me. I did, & I didn't. She said okay, at least I had some balls!
She pegged me again, & when I got hard she jerked my cock until I was ready to ejaculate. She pulled her hand away, and I shot two small loads onto the floor, then she slapped my cock with her ruler until I promised never to get hard again. She began to peg me again, and after a long time (during which my cock ached terribly) I began to get hard from her verbal abuse. Again, she took me in her hand, and jacked me until I was getting raw. I didn't cum again, but she said I was disgusting because I broke my promise.
"You got hard again, didn't you?" she asked, and I had to admit that her fucking my ass had done it, yet again. She laughed & laughed. She finally have me my clothes & told me to get out of her house. But -- she told me I could come back sometime. "But only if I get bored and want to degrade you again," she said. "Otherwise, don't bother me. You disgust me. Now, give me all the money you have on you." I gave her seventy-three dollars, plus a small amount of change. "Bend over," she told me.
She pegged me one more time, standing at her front door, fully dressed while holding my pants up with one hand. She called it a 'mercy fuck' and said I didn't deserve it. She just wanted to see if I got hard again, so she could rub the rest of the skin off my dick (I didn't.) Still, I was sore for two days. I can't keep my hands off myself; every time I think about how she treated me I feel like I could get hard, but I don't. Still, the aching is addictive! She's right about one thing -- how pathetic I've become! I need to cum.
I drove to her house again. I admit, I'd forgotten exactly how to get there, which led to her humiliating me even more, so that by the time I got there, I sat in my car for a while, debating if I was ready for more of that. She knew I was out there, but didn't bring it up until I was stripped naked, crawling on the floor after her as she walked around. She called me pathetic; called me a sick loser, then used a piece of cord to whip my butt fiercely until I was crying. At that point, she said, I had earned the right to lick her ass.
She's not a small woman; certainly not as physically attractive as some of the women & girls I've known. But she reminded me that I was of no use to them, so I got what was left. As she lay on her back & I thrust my tongue into her asshole, she said, "Look at you. I'm fat and my ass smells, and yet you haven't made any attempt to lick my pussy, or do anything a real man would do!" I asked if I could lick her pussy & she said "NO! You're an ass slut & that's all you are." I told her I wanted to leave & she laughed.
"No you don't," she said. "Besides, where are your clothes?" At that point I got up & began to search for my clothes, but she'd hidden them. I asked for them back. She said "Not until I'm ready, and now I have to pee." This was one of my limits, I'd told her. I was frantic; she could do virtually anything to me, I knew, and I would have no choice. She told me she wanted me to watch her pee, and then I could 'reevaluate' whether I wanted her to piss on me. I did, & I didn't. She said okay, at least I had some balls!
She pegged me again, & when I got hard she jerked my cock until I was ready to ejaculate. She pulled her hand away, and I shot two small loads onto the floor, then she slapped my cock with her ruler until I promised never to get hard again. She began to peg me again, and after a long time (during which my cock ached terribly) I began to get hard from her verbal abuse. Again, she took me in her hand, and jacked me until I was getting raw. I didn't cum again, but she said I was disgusting because I broke my promise.
"You got hard again, didn't you?" she asked, and I had to admit that her fucking my ass had done it, yet again. She laughed & laughed. She finally have me my clothes & told me to get out of her house. But -- she told me I could come back sometime. "But only if I get bored and want to degrade you again," she said. "Otherwise, don't bother me. You disgust me. Now, give me all the money you have on you." I gave her seventy-three dollars, plus a small amount of change. "Bend over," she told me.
She pegged me one more time, standing at her front door, fully dressed while holding my pants up with one hand. She called it a 'mercy fuck' and said I didn't deserve it. She just wanted to see if I got hard again, so she could rub the rest of the skin off my dick (I didn't.) Still, I was sore for two days. I can't keep my hands off myself; every time I think about how she treated me I feel like I could get hard, but I don't. Still, the aching is addictive! She's right about one thing -- how pathetic I've become! I need to cum.
19 days ago
