Bitter-Sweet Cuck Realisation
If youâre a male & it dawns upon you that youâre not the only one who gets horny with the idea of your wife being laid by another man⌠would you be relieved of your guilt? Would you acknowledge itâs your shit & not hers?
Well, in one of our recent conversations, my husband made some startling revelations about his lived experience of coming to terms with his own sexual preferences & how he was driven to be a cuckold. It wasnât an easy journey & listening to that wasnât easy either.. though I was trying to assimilate & make sense of everything that he was expressing. When a person goes through a mixed feeling of jealousy, anger & arousal simultaneously it is difficult to handle that. Let me share how it all began. Around 15 years ago my sisters husband visited our city & stayed with us. I share an amazing friendship bond with him. Back then we lived in a small house so we slept in the same room. Me & my husband on one bed & my sisterâs on another. I donât know how I drifted towards my sisterâs husband in my sleep state.. when I woke up in the middle of the night I returned to my husband & that woke him up too⌠He didnât sleep for the rest of that night watching over me, shocked & horny at the same time. Back then he was very very possessive of me. He used be jealous even if he saw me talking to another guy. Once when I casually complimented his close friend, he was so upset that he distanced from his friend over this. Later then, another male friend of mine visited our home & my husband made a surprise visit in the middle of the working day ⌠suspecting that I would sleep with my friend. My friend wasnât there but I remember my husband was anxious, insecure and very very horny. We made out passionately that afternoon. I conceived & we had a *****. Days went by ⌠& after a few years my husband & I were invited for dinner at a family friendâs place. One of the hostâs friends was also there too. We got introduced. He had visited alone though heâs a married person. Soon we realised that he was quite lively, had a good sense of humour. After a while I realised that he was secretly glancing at me. My husband didnât notice that & was very unsuspecting because this guy was quite senior, in his early 60s maybe. He started flirting with me. His advances grew & soon he was patting my back, giving me hi fives & occasionally touching my cheeks in an unsuspecting way. Initially he was cautious, however after a couple drinks he got bolder. By now the host & my husband had both taken notice. I remember the agony on my husbandâs face & the dilemma â to react or not. So he hurried with his drink & started winding up to leave. While we exchanged farewells this guy hugged me & said bye. We sat in our car & this guy followed us there as well. He kissed me on my cheek from outside the window & said bye again. My husband was speechless⌠an awkward silence loomed as we were driving back home. Though it was obvious that my husband didnât react & chose to let it go ⌠we were thinking hard in our own directions. Finally he broke the silence & said it was all well-meant & harmless as this flirtatious person was way senior in age & stature. I nodded in agreement while I was still processing the chain of events.
This small incidence had stirred our minds.
This was a turning point in my husbandâs cuckolding journey. Though it took a lot of time for him to accept the peculiar pleasure that he derived, it wasnât until another incidence a few years later that he vocalised these things. This time it started with my husbandâs office landlord & also his real estate client. In a chance meeting with the landlord client we were having a seemingly harmless conversation. Side glancing in the beginning, he started a flirting game with me & was also observing my husbandâs body language. By now my husband had read up on the internet a lot about what was happening to him & when another man used to hit on me.. it had dawned upon him that he was a cuckold. So he started encouraging his client to get pally with me. This guy eventually made a direct offer to my husbandâ âwould you mind sharing your wife with me?â My husband was waiting for this I guess.. When my hubby somewhat hesitantly expressed his desire to share me with his landlord I didnât know how to react. I just stormed out of the house & got thinking. Honestly I didnât like that, felt like my modesty was being compromised. However let me confess that there did exist an element of excitement & anticipation within me as well.
Rest is a history & is detailed in my previous story- âWhen I discovered my husbandâs a cuckoldâ please read up if your interest is still on⌠Thanks for reading!
https://medium.com/@twilit-border02/cuck-trigger-ea118d68a1c8
Well, in one of our recent conversations, my husband made some startling revelations about his lived experience of coming to terms with his own sexual preferences & how he was driven to be a cuckold. It wasnât an easy journey & listening to that wasnât easy either.. though I was trying to assimilate & make sense of everything that he was expressing. When a person goes through a mixed feeling of jealousy, anger & arousal simultaneously it is difficult to handle that. Let me share how it all began. Around 15 years ago my sisters husband visited our city & stayed with us. I share an amazing friendship bond with him. Back then we lived in a small house so we slept in the same room. Me & my husband on one bed & my sisterâs on another. I donât know how I drifted towards my sisterâs husband in my sleep state.. when I woke up in the middle of the night I returned to my husband & that woke him up too⌠He didnât sleep for the rest of that night watching over me, shocked & horny at the same time. Back then he was very very possessive of me. He used be jealous even if he saw me talking to another guy. Once when I casually complimented his close friend, he was so upset that he distanced from his friend over this. Later then, another male friend of mine visited our home & my husband made a surprise visit in the middle of the working day ⌠suspecting that I would sleep with my friend. My friend wasnât there but I remember my husband was anxious, insecure and very very horny. We made out passionately that afternoon. I conceived & we had a *****. Days went by ⌠& after a few years my husband & I were invited for dinner at a family friendâs place. One of the hostâs friends was also there too. We got introduced. He had visited alone though heâs a married person. Soon we realised that he was quite lively, had a good sense of humour. After a while I realised that he was secretly glancing at me. My husband didnât notice that & was very unsuspecting because this guy was quite senior, in his early 60s maybe. He started flirting with me. His advances grew & soon he was patting my back, giving me hi fives & occasionally touching my cheeks in an unsuspecting way. Initially he was cautious, however after a couple drinks he got bolder. By now the host & my husband had both taken notice. I remember the agony on my husbandâs face & the dilemma â to react or not. So he hurried with his drink & started winding up to leave. While we exchanged farewells this guy hugged me & said bye. We sat in our car & this guy followed us there as well. He kissed me on my cheek from outside the window & said bye again. My husband was speechless⌠an awkward silence loomed as we were driving back home. Though it was obvious that my husband didnât react & chose to let it go ⌠we were thinking hard in our own directions. Finally he broke the silence & said it was all well-meant & harmless as this flirtatious person was way senior in age & stature. I nodded in agreement while I was still processing the chain of events.
This small incidence had stirred our minds.
This was a turning point in my husbandâs cuckolding journey. Though it took a lot of time for him to accept the peculiar pleasure that he derived, it wasnât until another incidence a few years later that he vocalised these things. This time it started with my husbandâs office landlord & also his real estate client. In a chance meeting with the landlord client we were having a seemingly harmless conversation. Side glancing in the beginning, he started a flirting game with me & was also observing my husbandâs body language. By now my husband had read up on the internet a lot about what was happening to him & when another man used to hit on me.. it had dawned upon him that he was a cuckold. So he started encouraging his client to get pally with me. This guy eventually made a direct offer to my husbandâ âwould you mind sharing your wife with me?â My husband was waiting for this I guess.. When my hubby somewhat hesitantly expressed his desire to share me with his landlord I didnât know how to react. I just stormed out of the house & got thinking. Honestly I didnât like that, felt like my modesty was being compromised. However let me confess that there did exist an element of excitement & anticipation within me as well.
Rest is a history & is detailed in my previous story- âWhen I discovered my husbandâs a cuckoldâ please read up if your interest is still on⌠Thanks for reading!
https://medium.com/@twilit-border02/cuck-trigger-ea118d68a1c8
2 years ago