Sissy Progression

It seems with every passing day, I get more enamored with the thought of feminization, but it didn’t necessarily start that way. When I first discovered trans woman it took me by storm. Yes, I’d been long excited with dressing, but that came with fear and shame. What would people think? Could I ever open up?

When I discovered the beauty of a woman who was brave enough to be her true self, even if she was born with a penis, I was instantly aroused. Yes, initially this was through online porn, which does fetishize trans woman, but I couldn’t control my attraction. Was I gay? I didn’t think so, but why was I so turned on?

Over the years of self exploration and some acceptance I’ve come to terms with being Bi. It is tough to wrap my mind around, but I’m not attracted to men, at least not in my daily life. I always notice and am attracted to woman…so much that half the time I’d like to be one. When I’m dressed, I want a mature daddy, but I don’t find them attractive. It is more that I want to feel demure, feminine, and desires. I want to be pretty and express my female self. What better way than to please a mature gentleman. This desire is so strong at times, that I wish a loving daddy would help me transition and mold me to be his perfect fem sissy.