First time glory hole
There was a time when i enjoyed going to the porn booths in adult shops. I'd get horny,
had nowhere to put it so i had to find some other way to get it out. I was turned on by going into the booths, knowing there would be every type of porn to watch on the television and that someone had been in there before me, jacking off. I was so aroused by the lifestyle. I felt like a hedonist and i all i wanted to do was immerse my existence in pleasure. I never had really watched gay porn before so i felt naughty being a straight man and enjoying videos of men sucking each others cocks. There was this duality of being that i got satisfaction from, i didn't attempt to live a bi sexual life, i just kept it as my secret fantasy. Over time, i brought more and more of it into my life. I wasn't attracted to men in real life, i never had any desire to go after them, it was only in the darkness of the porn booth that i would explore that fantasy and i savored the secret of that. I began fantasizing about playing with a cock through a glory hole, feeling its size and warmth in my hand. Would i allow myself to suck on it? Would i swallow the cum? Would i then want to feel it inside me? The more i went to the porn booths, the more i would sense that there were men there who would want to fuck me if i let them. I always kept the door locked, you never know if someone might **** you. I would put the dollar bills in the machine, the monitor would come on and i would unzip. Within a minute, someone would try the door knob but i always made sure it was locked. My heart racing, would someone catch me? I felt almost the same as when i was younger, trying to find a moment to masturbate without my parents finding my magazines and wadded up kleenex. Here i was, horny, alone and shooting cum to videos of women and men sucking of gigantic cocks. I wanted to see what it was like, i wanted to know what a big, throbbing dick in my mouth would feel like. Would i let the guy come in my mouth, what would it taste like, would i ultimately like it or be disgusted by it?
Eventually i started to become obsessed by finding glory holes. Where were the good ones? How did you know what a good place was? I was also terrified of catching an STD and i think that's really what stopped me from doing more.
Looking back now, i only wish i had investigated it earlier and hadn't been so ashamed of accepting my desires. Was i bisexual? What wouldn't i do? Would someone i know find out and expose me? All these things added to the arousal. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I guess it was a good distraction. I got a joy out of knowing that i was imagining a big, veiny cock coming through a hole and me getting on my knees to take it in my mouth while i was at some stupid job doing something i didn't care about.
I had stayed the night at a friends and woke up early to leave. I remember that she was within walking distance of a porn shop that was known to have glory holes (Fat Cobra in Portland, Oregon). People had sort of joked about this place due to its reputation as being nasty. My heart was racing with anticipation about going in there. What would i be able to bring myself to do? I put my dollar in and noticed the size of the hole in the wall. It wasn't long before a beautiful looking cock came through that hole. God, i was so turned on. I grabbed it and started stroking it while stroking myself. I felt so hot and thought i was going to shoot my load immediately. I had waited so long for this moment and fuck, i was hard. The mystery cock got harder as i stroked it. I know he wanted me to put it in my mouth was i wasn't sure that i could do it or that i would really know how to adequately suck on a big cock (it was bigger than mine!) Its hard for me to describe to you how incredibly turned on i was. I continued to stroke my cock while playing with another man's meat. I really wanted that fucker in my mouth. I wanted to suck it as hard as i could, feeling the thick veins on the inside of my cheeks, on my tongue, taking it deeper into my mouth and down my throat. I just stared at it in the red light of the porn booth, getting shiny with the pre cum that i used to smooth over it. My face was hot and my heart beating hard. I finally couldn't take it anymore and shot my load on the wall, one of the hardest cums in my life. I kept playing with this man's dick, and his pre cum kept flowing out slowly. "Holy shit, this is really happening," i thought. Finally it got to the point of climax and started really throbbing in my hand. As he came i continued to stoke his cock, rubbing his bright, thick, white cum all over his 8 inch pink dick. I almost came again from seeing this. I wanted to rub my cock on his so he could feel my hot cum. I wanted him to feel how hot my cock had become being so turned on by this experience. I wanted to take both of our dicks and jack them off together, feeling his pulsations through the bottom of my shaft and letting our juicy, scalding hot cum mix together, slathering both of our cocks in semen. My hands were shaking as he pulled his finished cock back to his side of the hole. In that moment i wanted more. I wanted to be treated like a whore. I wanted to have two men serve me their thick, veiny dicks. I wanted to take turns on one then the other, back and forth, like the porn actresses in the movies. I fantasized seeing myself as the whore, my mouth being used, and in some way, humiliated that i was just being treated as something to fuck.
From then on, i was totally addicted to glory holes and craved them pretty much all the time.
had nowhere to put it so i had to find some other way to get it out. I was turned on by going into the booths, knowing there would be every type of porn to watch on the television and that someone had been in there before me, jacking off. I was so aroused by the lifestyle. I felt like a hedonist and i all i wanted to do was immerse my existence in pleasure. I never had really watched gay porn before so i felt naughty being a straight man and enjoying videos of men sucking each others cocks. There was this duality of being that i got satisfaction from, i didn't attempt to live a bi sexual life, i just kept it as my secret fantasy. Over time, i brought more and more of it into my life. I wasn't attracted to men in real life, i never had any desire to go after them, it was only in the darkness of the porn booth that i would explore that fantasy and i savored the secret of that. I began fantasizing about playing with a cock through a glory hole, feeling its size and warmth in my hand. Would i allow myself to suck on it? Would i swallow the cum? Would i then want to feel it inside me? The more i went to the porn booths, the more i would sense that there were men there who would want to fuck me if i let them. I always kept the door locked, you never know if someone might **** you. I would put the dollar bills in the machine, the monitor would come on and i would unzip. Within a minute, someone would try the door knob but i always made sure it was locked. My heart racing, would someone catch me? I felt almost the same as when i was younger, trying to find a moment to masturbate without my parents finding my magazines and wadded up kleenex. Here i was, horny, alone and shooting cum to videos of women and men sucking of gigantic cocks. I wanted to see what it was like, i wanted to know what a big, throbbing dick in my mouth would feel like. Would i let the guy come in my mouth, what would it taste like, would i ultimately like it or be disgusted by it?
Eventually i started to become obsessed by finding glory holes. Where were the good ones? How did you know what a good place was? I was also terrified of catching an STD and i think that's really what stopped me from doing more.
Looking back now, i only wish i had investigated it earlier and hadn't been so ashamed of accepting my desires. Was i bisexual? What wouldn't i do? Would someone i know find out and expose me? All these things added to the arousal. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I guess it was a good distraction. I got a joy out of knowing that i was imagining a big, veiny cock coming through a hole and me getting on my knees to take it in my mouth while i was at some stupid job doing something i didn't care about.
I had stayed the night at a friends and woke up early to leave. I remember that she was within walking distance of a porn shop that was known to have glory holes (Fat Cobra in Portland, Oregon). People had sort of joked about this place due to its reputation as being nasty. My heart was racing with anticipation about going in there. What would i be able to bring myself to do? I put my dollar in and noticed the size of the hole in the wall. It wasn't long before a beautiful looking cock came through that hole. God, i was so turned on. I grabbed it and started stroking it while stroking myself. I felt so hot and thought i was going to shoot my load immediately. I had waited so long for this moment and fuck, i was hard. The mystery cock got harder as i stroked it. I know he wanted me to put it in my mouth was i wasn't sure that i could do it or that i would really know how to adequately suck on a big cock (it was bigger than mine!) Its hard for me to describe to you how incredibly turned on i was. I continued to stroke my cock while playing with another man's meat. I really wanted that fucker in my mouth. I wanted to suck it as hard as i could, feeling the thick veins on the inside of my cheeks, on my tongue, taking it deeper into my mouth and down my throat. I just stared at it in the red light of the porn booth, getting shiny with the pre cum that i used to smooth over it. My face was hot and my heart beating hard. I finally couldn't take it anymore and shot my load on the wall, one of the hardest cums in my life. I kept playing with this man's dick, and his pre cum kept flowing out slowly. "Holy shit, this is really happening," i thought. Finally it got to the point of climax and started really throbbing in my hand. As he came i continued to stoke his cock, rubbing his bright, thick, white cum all over his 8 inch pink dick. I almost came again from seeing this. I wanted to rub my cock on his so he could feel my hot cum. I wanted him to feel how hot my cock had become being so turned on by this experience. I wanted to take both of our dicks and jack them off together, feeling his pulsations through the bottom of my shaft and letting our juicy, scalding hot cum mix together, slathering both of our cocks in semen. My hands were shaking as he pulled his finished cock back to his side of the hole. In that moment i wanted more. I wanted to be treated like a whore. I wanted to have two men serve me their thick, veiny dicks. I wanted to take turns on one then the other, back and forth, like the porn actresses in the movies. I fantasized seeing myself as the whore, my mouth being used, and in some way, humiliated that i was just being treated as something to fuck.
From then on, i was totally addicted to glory holes and craved them pretty much all the time.
5 years ago