From straight to bisexual to bottom slut.
Everyone knows me as a normal straight guy, and I feel good about that. But somewhere in my head appears to be a huge slut. I found out through my 64 year old top friend (beautiful, tall, strong and 18x5 cm) who I visit every 2 weeks to have sex with him. Our first sex sessions were still normal: first french kissing, then I blow him and then he fucks me safe, usually first doggy syle and then I ride him, at the same time he jerks me off until I cum having him inside me. Then I jerk him off until he cums. But now after about 10 sessions he is getting in better shape. He feels more free and is increasingly dominant. The last few dates he has been fucking me longer, harder and in more positions. In between he tongues me wildly and I have to suck his cock all the time. I notice that our relationship has slowly shifted from two men having sex to a dominant top fucking his bottom all over the room. I notice that I actually like it and that I increasingly surrender to his will. He now keeps putting his cock inside me without a condom and because I can not really resist, also because I am so horny and want nothing more than his cock in my ass, I notice that he wants to fuck me bare. I also don't want that messing around with condoms anymore and I want to be fucked bare by him all the time! Luckily I have an open-minded GP and after all the tests I was finally able to get Prep. I take that every time now but I don't tell him, I want him to think that he has conquered me and that is why I allow him to fuck me without a condom. When he penetrated me again without a condom I noticed that and I said: "this is actually not allowed but I think it is so deliciously horny" that he started to growl and fuck me faster and faster. And when I said "oh, please fuck me but don't cum" all his muscles flexed but he held back! And now we have come to the point where he completely dominates me. The last time was unforgettable, I have really become his slut now and I love it. Immediately after I enter his house, he grabs my neck and roughly pushes his tongue into my mouth. I feel overwhelmed but seemingly automatically as a young girl I wrap my arms around his neck and willingly surrender. His right hand immediately touches my ass and his left hand massages my cock which has been stiff since I rang the bell. I quickly try to get hold of his cock but first he roughly pulls my pants down, wets his finger and massages my anus. A blur comes into my head and I can't help but moan and push my ass back while moaning with him French kiss. Then he grabs my ears and pulls me down to my knees. I try to get his pants open as soon as possible and all I can think is "his cock in my mouth, right now!" His cock pops out, I open my mouth and he shoves his cock up to his pubic hair in my mouth so that his head is in my throat. I can no longer breathe and the saliva runs down his pocket and down my chin. when I start floundering he only lets go and takes his cock out of my mouth. When I see that cock swinging back and forth through my tears in front of my eyes, I am 100% love for that cock. I lick, suck, kiss and want that cock down my throat again. I rub his cock over my face, into my eyes, into my nose and try to push my tongue deep into his pisshole. I don't regain my senses until he pulls my ears back up and licks my face clean of all the saliva and pre-cum. He looks at me smiling and says "I'm going to fuck you" and I say "oh yes, please come inside me!" I turn around, grab his cock and rub it between my buttocks against my anus. It is a wonderful feeling and that wonderful haze comes into my head again. "I want you in front of the mirror" he says and pushes me into the bathroom. I look in the mirror, see my bottom with his hands on it and his big body with that delicious stiff cock moving towards my ass. I grab his cock and stroke it and turn my head back to tongue with him. Then I feel his head against my anus, the best feeling in the world, and he slowly and carefully penetrates me, first it feels wonderful and then the pain comes. He stops halfway and caresses my face and with his other hand my cock very lovingly. Then he penetrates me deeper. pleasure and pain alternate. My first ring relaxes but then it bumps into the second ring. I want him so badly for him to fuck me, but the pain still wins. Slowly he starts to move back and forth and then the full pleasure comes, I moan and almost cry with lust. He pulls his cock all the way out of me and thrusts back. "Fuck me" I scream and as he jerks me off. I ram my ass on his cock as hard as possible.
He puts two fingers in my mouth which I suck hard on as I am completely absorbed in the feeling of his cock inside me. I look at us in the mirror and see how he takes possession of me, how I completely surrender to him, I try to caress him through his full chest hair but he starts to beat harder and because the last piece against my second ring is always very sensitive, I have to relax completely and hang with my head down in the sink. I feel his hand around my neck pushing me down firmly so that I am now completely at the mercy of his thrusts. I'm totally devastated and probably moan and scream deafening as he fucks me roughly against the sink. Suddenly he stops and slowly I regain consciousness. I drop to my knees and immediately grab his still standing stiff cock. I have to blow him now, I blow him wildly, I would prefer him to spray my mouth now. I look up and pleadingly say, "cum in my mouth please, I want your cum" and continue blowing him. He pulls me up again by my ears and says compellingly: "First I'm going to give you a good fuck" and takes me to his bedroom and pushes me on the bed. I lie on my stomach, look back, lick my fingers wet, stick two fingers up my ass and say "Come inside me quickly, but can I please still have your cock deep in my mouth?" He kneels next to my head, takes my fingers out of my ass and first puts his cock in my mouth and then several fingers in my ass. I give him a loving blowjob, take his cock out of my mouth and ask him how many fingers he usually fingers me with. He looks at me smiling and says, "Three, and that feels wonderfully tight, you really have the horniest ass I ever felt, and I want to fuck you now". I lick his cock again, suck on his bag and balls and look at him as I rub his head on my face. "You can do whatever you want with me, you make me so horny". I want to kiss him on the mouth but he takes my hair and licks me all over my face. I quickly grab his cock to jerk it off and lick it back. Our sweat and saliva, my tears, my butt and his pre-cum mingle in our mouths and all over my face. I feel b**stly horny and scream, "I want your cock inside me, as deep as possible!" He pulls my legs to the edge of the bed, turns me onto my back, puts a pillow under my ass, spreads my legs and thrusts his stiff cock roughly into me. Again that pain but immediate pleasure. I put my hands up and let myself be fucked hard completely relaxed. I look into his eyes and moan, "I'm all yours, I'll do anything if you just fuck me". I squeeze my anus as hard as I can to feel his cock in my ass as best I can "I feel you so good now, I can feel your whole cock, please ram your cock as deep as possible into me!" I am now completely out of the world and probably he will fuck me for a long time, but I am no longer there. I feel an enormous relaxation developing deep inside me, which enters deeper into my body with every thrust of him. I feel a total surrender to him all around his cock it tingles in big circles. He bends over me and puts his tongue in my mouth which I suck eagerly. I feel complete and possessed by him, it is heavenly. I don't recover a bit until he pulls his cock out of me and lies down on the bed next to me. I sit between his legs and stroke his cock gently, lick his head and then down the entire shaft before lovingly sucking his balls, licking his bag and sucking him gently and lovingly. I am 100% with all my presence with his cock, I am all love for him and his cock. I sit on top of him and bring his cock inside me. I slump all over him, grab his bag and gently move up and down on his cock. With my other hand I caress his nipples and stroke his chest hair. One hand caresses my cock and the other caresses my chest. I milk his cock and spin his cock inside me. While riding I am completely out of the world again. I sweat a lot and feel him wipe my sweat all over me. He puts his fingers back in my mouth and says, "I want you on your side." We roll to the side while he stays inside me and miraculously we manage to continue fucking like this. It is a wonderful rhythm that we make together. He fucked me gently and I twist my ass around his cock. Again something comes to mind that has never been there before, "I want your seed in me" I say as I turn my head towards him and lick his lips. He pushes his tongue deep into my mouth again and so we make love for a long time while I keep saying "I want your seed". "I can't, but I'll cum all over you", "yeah, all over my face in front of the bathroom mirror!".Ā He takes me to the bathroom, I kneel in front of him and he starts jerking off in front of my face. whenever I can I lick his dick and try to suck him anyway. he keeps pushing me away but every time I manage to get his cock back into my mouth. Then he starts to moan hard and I quickly pull his hand away and take his cock in my mouth. I feel the first ray of semen on the back of my tongue and swallow. He's trying to pull his cock out of me so the second beam is half in my mouth half on my face. His semen tastes divine: sweet, soft and warm. He now surrenders and jerks into my mouth. I now feel completely satisfied and completely relaxed. I want nothing more than to give myself totally to this man. On the way back home the big question runs through my mind: have I become a bottom slut forever?
He puts two fingers in my mouth which I suck hard on as I am completely absorbed in the feeling of his cock inside me. I look at us in the mirror and see how he takes possession of me, how I completely surrender to him, I try to caress him through his full chest hair but he starts to beat harder and because the last piece against my second ring is always very sensitive, I have to relax completely and hang with my head down in the sink. I feel his hand around my neck pushing me down firmly so that I am now completely at the mercy of his thrusts. I'm totally devastated and probably moan and scream deafening as he fucks me roughly against the sink. Suddenly he stops and slowly I regain consciousness. I drop to my knees and immediately grab his still standing stiff cock. I have to blow him now, I blow him wildly, I would prefer him to spray my mouth now. I look up and pleadingly say, "cum in my mouth please, I want your cum" and continue blowing him. He pulls me up again by my ears and says compellingly: "First I'm going to give you a good fuck" and takes me to his bedroom and pushes me on the bed. I lie on my stomach, look back, lick my fingers wet, stick two fingers up my ass and say "Come inside me quickly, but can I please still have your cock deep in my mouth?" He kneels next to my head, takes my fingers out of my ass and first puts his cock in my mouth and then several fingers in my ass. I give him a loving blowjob, take his cock out of my mouth and ask him how many fingers he usually fingers me with. He looks at me smiling and says, "Three, and that feels wonderfully tight, you really have the horniest ass I ever felt, and I want to fuck you now". I lick his cock again, suck on his bag and balls and look at him as I rub his head on my face. "You can do whatever you want with me, you make me so horny". I want to kiss him on the mouth but he takes my hair and licks me all over my face. I quickly grab his cock to jerk it off and lick it back. Our sweat and saliva, my tears, my butt and his pre-cum mingle in our mouths and all over my face. I feel b**stly horny and scream, "I want your cock inside me, as deep as possible!" He pulls my legs to the edge of the bed, turns me onto my back, puts a pillow under my ass, spreads my legs and thrusts his stiff cock roughly into me. Again that pain but immediate pleasure. I put my hands up and let myself be fucked hard completely relaxed. I look into his eyes and moan, "I'm all yours, I'll do anything if you just fuck me". I squeeze my anus as hard as I can to feel his cock in my ass as best I can "I feel you so good now, I can feel your whole cock, please ram your cock as deep as possible into me!" I am now completely out of the world and probably he will fuck me for a long time, but I am no longer there. I feel an enormous relaxation developing deep inside me, which enters deeper into my body with every thrust of him. I feel a total surrender to him all around his cock it tingles in big circles. He bends over me and puts his tongue in my mouth which I suck eagerly. I feel complete and possessed by him, it is heavenly. I don't recover a bit until he pulls his cock out of me and lies down on the bed next to me. I sit between his legs and stroke his cock gently, lick his head and then down the entire shaft before lovingly sucking his balls, licking his bag and sucking him gently and lovingly. I am 100% with all my presence with his cock, I am all love for him and his cock. I sit on top of him and bring his cock inside me. I slump all over him, grab his bag and gently move up and down on his cock. With my other hand I caress his nipples and stroke his chest hair. One hand caresses my cock and the other caresses my chest. I milk his cock and spin his cock inside me. While riding I am completely out of the world again. I sweat a lot and feel him wipe my sweat all over me. He puts his fingers back in my mouth and says, "I want you on your side." We roll to the side while he stays inside me and miraculously we manage to continue fucking like this. It is a wonderful rhythm that we make together. He fucked me gently and I twist my ass around his cock. Again something comes to mind that has never been there before, "I want your seed in me" I say as I turn my head towards him and lick his lips. He pushes his tongue deep into my mouth again and so we make love for a long time while I keep saying "I want your seed". "I can't, but I'll cum all over you", "yeah, all over my face in front of the bathroom mirror!".Ā He takes me to the bathroom, I kneel in front of him and he starts jerking off in front of my face. whenever I can I lick his dick and try to suck him anyway. he keeps pushing me away but every time I manage to get his cock back into my mouth. Then he starts to moan hard and I quickly pull his hand away and take his cock in my mouth. I feel the first ray of semen on the back of my tongue and swallow. He's trying to pull his cock out of me so the second beam is half in my mouth half on my face. His semen tastes divine: sweet, soft and warm. He now surrenders and jerks into my mouth. I now feel completely satisfied and completely relaxed. I want nothing more than to give myself totally to this man. On the way back home the big question runs through my mind: have I become a bottom slut forever?
5 years ago
