Nasty fag

What a pathetic fag I am. I love pee and regularly pee on various things until they start to smell like pee then throw them away. I pee or cum in my coffee or soda and lately I have been peeing and or cumming on my food too, but I wish it was someone else's pee so I could prove I love being a nasty fag.
I suck on a 5" butt plug when I masturbate watching both men and women being peed on, choking on cock, being fucked in the ass, licking a mans hairy ass humiliated and generally treated like shit, wishing it was me. The women often cry while their makeup runs down their face, but a fag will take it and ask for more.
Yesterday while playing with myself at my desk watching a guy get fucked hard, the top pulled out and seconds later the bottom squeezed the cum from his butt as a third guy swooped in and licked it up. I immediately dropped to my knees (with my butt plug in my mouth), looked up at the screen and stuck my tongue out under the plug. Well there was enough spit built up in my mouth to make it run down my chin and I quickly came as I looked up fantasizing it was me because I am not just a fag, I am a nasty fag.